Archive for July, 2005

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I HAD TO TURN HER DOWN CUZ I WAS STILL INLOVE WITH YOU

July 31, 2005

You Were Right Badly Drawn Boy

And you,
Were right to bide your time and not buy into my misery
Well the good things are never free
Do the colours of the rainbow look the same to everyone?

And I,
Was rushing round in circles for a reason to believe
Wipe the slime from off your sleeve
You could follow me for weeks
And I’m not going anywhere

Sometimes it’s hard to love someone
Till the day that they are gone

And I,
Just had a dream the other night
I was married to the Queen
And Madonna lived next door
I think she took a shine to me
And the kids were all grown up
But I had to turn her down
‘Cos I was still in love with you

I’m turning Madonna down
I’m calling it my best move
I’ll get her tickets to what she needs

I remember doing nothing on the night Sinatra died
And the night Jeff Buckley died
And the night Kurt Cobain died
And the night John Lennon died
I remember I stayed up to watch the news with everyone

And that was a lot of nights
And that was a lot of lives
Who lost the tickets to what they need?

And I,
Was busy finding answers while you just got on with real life
Always hoped you’d be my wife
But I never found the time
For the question to arrive
I just disguised it in a song

And songs are never quite the answer
Just a soundtrack to a life
That is over all too soon
Helps to turn the days to night
While I was wrong and you were right

I’m turning the lights down low
I’m ready to make my move
I’ll get you tickets to what you need

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UNITED BY HAIRCUTS

July 27, 2005

I Come From SF Goldchains [quicktime]

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straight up POTRERO HILL!!!! but still down wit THE MOE! HUNTER’S POINT!! WEST ADD!! LA MISSION!! CHINO VILLE!!! SUNSET DISTRICT INCORPORATED!!! NOE COURTS!! SOMA FLIPS!!!! …SNOB HILL!!! =D …and…alright, you marina kids too.

*that last shot is down the street from mi casa.

that scene where he knocks off the glasses off that dude sitting in BART is my buddy brad steinberg. he designs for the world famous EXACT SCIENCE sf culture breakbeat clothing label. we met when i use to produce for Comedy World and was totally overpaid, those dumfux. brad was the best graphic designer there. another buddy from exact science is the suave andre sibayan, this pinoy brother who fucking kills it on the graphix! i think he works with MASSIVE SELECTOR and FUTURE PRIMITIVE now…i think, but not sure.

when i visit other countries, i often spot their shirts. well, in tokyo, jakarta*, and nyc [yeah! another country!!=D]. ruah!!!!!!

*friends made at a jakarta underground drum and bass bar party!!!!! that dude beside me got an exact science shirt on and that’s how we started yappin’ indo-american style. yea, i just got back from the jungles…err…shantytowns of southern philippines…hence, so grease monkey! =D but, kiki didn’t mind! or i hope she didn’t. she’s another wonderful person to know!! i met her and we penpal’d for a bit even before i found out about the bali documentary shoot.

on my way to northern philippines, i msg’d her in singapore and told her i was passing through jakarta for 2 nights. on my way back from southern philippines, she left a msg with her .. and we totally hooked up!!!! she was so hospitable! she first took me to a drum and bass massive in the heart of the jakarta underground music scene!! the second night, there was an indie rock fest at two venues and you know there were people thinking that, ‘why split everyone up? we should all be at one place so everyone can enjoy together, no?’ my friend fandy who was hosting me the second day took me to both places instead and we got to check out some killer shit! IT WAS AMAZING!!! and all the other performers were fucking great!!!!!

fandy, his other buddy, and i had to split over to the other spot…umm…shoot i forgot the name, but the dnb massv was there the night before… he plays for a band called UNITED BY HAIRCUTS! LOL!!! they were fucking awesome!!! indo-clash! =D

at first it was like SAN FRANCISCO except they didn’t have to dye their hair!!!! haha!! lol! well, it wasn’t at all like sf, it turns out, but a very cosmopolitan and vibrant indie-electro-nuwave-rock-dance scene so purely unique in its own yet deeply connecting to the fashion and music genre counterparts internationally. fandy’s band name says it all.

i was totally healed there. kiki, fandy, shera, nala, and…umm…gawd i forgot her name but she was really pretty and played for an indo-deathrock band…and this other guy…jeez…we smoked some real indo that night. =D

*oh! and this other dude connected with those folks from exact science is this other buddy, cir!!! he fucking makes mini-manequins in the ilk of TWIST and designs clothes for them all sick!!!!! he did an exhibit here in sf a minute back but i spot him in vegas for the WWD Magic bit twice a year. i think he works for TRUE on upper haight…or did. i know he was in URB MAG cuz you can’t forget his face. he’s a unique philippinese.

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kiki is a designer, photographer, and music enthusiast in jakarta. she was a crucial link to the underground scene there. her kindness gave my whole homecoming experience exactly that…homecoming.

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I WISH WE WERE LOVERS BUT IT’S FOR THE BEST

July 27, 2005

Calculation Theme Metrics [quicktime]

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synchronicity abounds. it’s been true, lately, that when i think of someone, they call or msg. it use to be the other way around. i remember when it was rampant and i found it kinda inconvenient…i kept popping in and out everywhere! POOF! POOF!! =D

it was nice to see you! i know we hardly hang out nowadays, you being busy with your label and shit. have fun in new england and bring back some syrup!!!!!!!

*i’ll never rush you again…*

xo

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I NEVER TALK TO YOU

July 25, 2005

i miss you, retard. xo

Cherry Blossom Girl Air

I don’t want to be shy
Can’t stand it anymore
I just want to say ‘Hi’
To the one I love
Cherry blossom girl

I feel sick all day long
From not being with you
I just want to go out
Ever night for a while
Cherry blossom girl

Tell me why can’t it be true

I never talk to you
People say that I should
I can pray everyday
For the moment to come
Cherry blossom girl

I just want to be sure
When I will come to you
When the time will be gone
You will be by my side
Cherry Blossom Girl

Tell me why can’t it be true

I’ll never love again
Can I say that to you
Will you run away
If I try to be true
Cherry blossom girl

Cherry blossom girl
I’ll always be there for you
That means no time to waste
Whenever there’s a chance
Cherry blossom girl

Tell me why can’t it be true

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Air

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OMIGOD! OMIGOD!!

July 25, 2005

parental advisory…

Romantic Death The Sun

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KEEP THIS A SECRET

July 24, 2005

for homocide mixtapes.

We Are Mice Azure Ray

It’s all in the eyes
The reckless way we dream to die
Our past is our future
The present lies
Somewhere between our hearts and minds
For those with no future
We’ll touch hands on the street
Smile and keep moving on towards the heat
So keep this a secret our lot in life
They are elephants we are mice
We’ll walk this earth somnambulant kin
With broken hearts that cannot mend
Losers first and second men
We’ll do our best to blend in
You could reach out for my hand and i yours
Deliver water to soothe the burn
We’ll drink our tears and thirst for more
It’s our lot in life
They are elephants we are mice
So keep this a secret
Keep this a secret
We are mice

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i utterly have no respect for any man who would raise their hand on any woman. die fuckers!

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NOTHING’S UNCONDITIONAL

July 24, 2005

except my love for my son…

Unconditional The Bravery [realplayer]

I’ve spent my whole life surrounded
and I’ve spent my whole life alone
I wonder why I never wonder why
The easiest things are so hard
I just want, I just want love
I just want, I just want love
I just want, I just want love
I just want something
Something for nothing
Something, something for nothing

I’m a beggar and I’m a chooser
I’m accused, I’m an accuser
But nothing’s unconditional

I hold the whole world accused
I’ve only got myself to blame
I wonder why, I never wonder why
The easiest things are so hard

I just want, I just want love
I just want, I just want love
I just want, I just want love
I just want something
Something for nothing
Something, something for nothing

I just want, I just want love
I just want, I just want love
I just want, I just want love
I just want something
Something for nothing
Something, something for nothing

I’m a beggar and I’m a chooser
I’m accused, I’m an accuser
But nothing’s unconditional

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the real brave…

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cockblock fox

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COFFEE AND CIGARETTES

July 24, 2005

i had a misunderstanding with my sister the other day which resulted to my not having anyone to watch ku last night. i ended up not making it to meikee’s show at DNA for that POPROXX thing to do visuals. (sorry meikee~ i promise to do a real kick ass set for the GUSGUS show).

ku and i ended up just kicking it at home and watching a movie…the fox and the hound. that movie is so sad it made both of us cry =( i guess sappiness is gonna run the family =P

*after school last thursday, we went to amoeba records where we always go after a slice at escape from new york’s pizza. he knows exactly where to run to…the kiddie video section! i promised to get him two flix and i get one. he started whining for a third one and i told him, ‘dude! if you ask for too much, you’ll never appreciate what you get!’ …he was like, ‘ooookkaaaayyyy….=( ‘ he grabbed lion king and bambi. i looked for my one flick…actually the cure music video collection 79-89, but they didn’t have it anymore. so i said i would get a record instead and headed over to the blackmetal section to look for TROLL. not there either.

so i turned to ku and said, ‘yo, dude…guess what?’ he was like, ‘what, daddy?!’ i whispered, ‘…you get a third movie…’ his eyes lit up like deer in headlights and he yawped, ‘YAY!!!!!’ he ran and grabbed The Fox & The Hound, my favorite when i was his age! remember that one, anyone? real tearjerker about best friends. when we got to the counter, the cashier guy was like, ‘hey, dudes, did you know you can get one for free when you buy three?’ i looked down to ku with my eyes wide open and he was like, ‘WHAT DADDY?!’ i said, you get one more! HE FREAKED!!!! ran to the vid section again and grabbed Mouse Detective and was cheesing the whole night.

i said to him, ‘…see, if you don’t expect too much, you totally appreciate what you do get…it works for everything.’ he said, ‘…totally…can we get some more pizza?’ arrrrrgh! =D

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anyone want to come over for brunch…or coffee and cigarettes? can anyone bring over some organic milk? killer.

call or txt 4159943315.

j

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iggy pop and tom waits have an awkward meeting at some dive pub diner. my favorite scene from the movie coffee and cigarettes…


alfred molina and alex coogan portray very real industry types, the genuine and the fake…brilliant scene.

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he was all about making brunch today. i suggested a nice english fry-up with a plateful of eggs, ham, stewed tomatoes, beans, and crushed sausage… he was like, ‘…ew!’ =D

so, he insisted on ‘natto-maki’

nori (seaweed)
natto (fermented soybeans)
rice (short grain)
morning star sausages (vegan)
soy milk
nihon no jerro (japanese jello-orange flavor)

after we ate, i had some coffee and half a spliff and he put on Mike Oldfield’s ‘Amarok’ and we did some theater with the music as the soundtrack! haha! it was killer. the music told the story and we improvised what it was…something about a dancing monkey, a banana, a pretty girl, a puppy, and a wedding(?)…i dunno. but it was funny… then we played guitar in the backyard and i had some coffee and half a spliff. it’s a nice sunday. i think i’ll do laundry now…

*i picked up this album Amarok by Mike Oldfield while in switzerland (lake luzerne) years back. i recognized his name because he scored the theme for THE EXORCIST. this album isn’t available in the US, i think, but he plays over 65 stringed and percussion instruments including a toolbox, a toy dog, and shit like that. the whole record is a non-stop hour long composition of brilliance that’s perfect for a sunday high noontime playtime extravaganza for all ages. very thoughtful. look for it if you play guitar…

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FOR ADULTS ONLY

July 19, 2005

…who else is kinky?

La Question Nietszche

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JOHNNY DEPP IS GAY

July 19, 2005

Shh, Put The Shiv To My Throat Gay For Johnny Depp

“and in the end, the love you take is equal to the love you make”

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