DON’T WANNA SPEND MY TIME ON YOU

Execution Song Johnossi (Sweden)

I´m not your baby
no more
cause I let you go with none
let you go with no score
Well I´m not a baby
no more
with eyes full of sun, I´ll feed
my love you get bored

I get around
execept don’t wanna spend my
time on you my love
Fucking get rid of this heartache
again

There won´t be no maybes´
no more
with eyes full of sun, I´ll feed
my love you get bored and I´ll
have my baby now fucking
D-chord, will beat it out of me´
I´ll feed my love you get bored

I get around…….

Bye bye bye, why can´t you die stop
living in my mind, cause everytime
I see a way to brake myself
free from you, stick in my head like glue

 

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i had an argument for breakfast.

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when i got to work today, i went straight to the cafeteria for a bagel. the lady behind the counter is always friendly with me and teaches me spanish whenever i come by. this morning, i asked for a poppyseed bagel and cream cheese. i asked her to add tomatos and she stuttered for a second then said, ‘ok one muffin.’

i was like, ‘huh? no, poppyseed bagel with cream cheese and tomatoes.’ she stopped and said, ‘oh! you want bagel…not muffin.’ i was like…’heh?’

i remember now that her boss, diego, was giving me dirty looks the other day after the muffin incident. they think i’m a thief…and she made a freudian slip. oh jeez.

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‘it’s over.’

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we started shooting for our next flick. it went off the hook! thank you chanda for pulling through! she did a great job. it was super dramatic and she made everyone in the cast believe. i spoke to my crew after and they were like, ‘ya bro she’s hecka cute! she looks even better in camera! she made us all feel all like, ‘awwwwww.’

we didn’t seal the baby for the shoot. the one baby we did get looked nothing like the actors. so we had to change the script. now, it’s kinda like a ’slow jams vs. r. kelly’ sort of love drama. stay tuned!

ON A FAULTY CAMERA IN OUR MINDS

What Sarah Said Death Cab For Cutie

And it came to me then that every plan
Is a tiny prayer to father time
As I stared at my shoes in the ICU
That reeked of piss and 409
And I rationed my breaths as I said to myself
That I’ve already taken too much today
As each descending peak on the LCD
Took you a little farther away from me
Away from me

Amongst the vending machines and year-old magazines
In a place where we only say goodbye
It stung like a violent wind that our memories depend
On a faulty camera in our minds
And I knew that you were a truth I would rather lose
Than to have never lain beside at all
And I looked around at all the eyes on the ground
As the TV entertained itself

‘Cause there’s no comfort in the waiting room
Just nervous pacers bracing for bad news
And then the nurse comes ‘round and everyone lift their heads
But I’m thinking of what Sarah said
That love is watching someone die

So who’s gonna watch you die?

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i cut myself.

THE CITY GOT JEALOUS OF MY TOWN

Serenade The City Soon (Belgium)

*this video by belgian waffle eating super indie / post-hardcore band, SOON, was shot in 16mm plus miniDV! radiculously awesomest.

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i went home and pulled out the new black acoustic fender guitar. i tuned to a different tuning and began to play. it was AMAZING. i felt like a little kid that broke wood with my own fist for the first time. the guitar sounded so good and the tone ripped a whole new dimension with the triad chords i’ve been stuck with all my life. it was liberating! a whole new frontier opened up.

since youth, i always had me a hobbit moment in the woods with my guitar or kubing (jaw-harp) and played alone with the whole universe as my audience.

every blade of grass
every butterfly wing
every dew on a web
every dust in the wind

smiling

or, lamenting along with me if that was the channel that day.

yea, i’m glad i got the guitar…i know i needed the hard drive more…but the guitar is mo’ my co’.

DAEAAE

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ooh! check out my top 8. these folks and i’ve been online penpals for 5 years now. give or take a month…! friendster folk! haha! i did some globetrottin’ about then and posted a ton of funny shit from the crevices of the earth. you should ask ‘em! lol.

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i just heard a MOZ superduper fan friend of mine just got back from seein’ him perform in tulsa, oklahoma and it made me smile! =D so, take me out tonight!

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i miss folks.

SO YOU THINK YOU’RE PRETTY TOUGH

Don’t Fuck With Love Sad Little Stars

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wow…i actually got hurt by someone who i really really like. i’m reminded that i have feelings too…phew. i should thank her…or just move on…gawd…my feelings are all stirred up and mad and confused and sad and jealous and stupid shit like that. i hate love. argh! =*(

LIBE EBIL

Pipe Dreams Animusic

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ku’s blue belt promotion exam was off the hook last saturday! it was real cute. imagine a bunch of li’l midgets with darth vader bowl cuts trying to punch your balls off! lol. it was great. at one point, these li’l midgets had to punch and break a (thin) piece of plywood to get to their next belt. first the teacher (sensei) did it then the kids had to do it. when the first kid broke it, he had this look on his face of complete shock and amazement to his own strength. he was 5. that face i’ll never forget!

ku was awesome! i hope he passed the test and get his blue belt. he worked for it and his spirit alone is deserving.

yesterday, we stayed at home. he asked me to hook up his keyboard and we ended up jammin’ together! that made me happy. i showed him some old traditional tribal filipino hymns mixed with the casio bassanova drumbeat and we had a great howl! lol.

ku is awesome.

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my 16 year old nephew from japan is coming to stay with me for 2 weeks. i’m about to put on my ‘cool uncle’ hat on.

now…what da hell do 16 year olds do nowadays? he wants to check out music (i think). any ideas? he probably wants to meet girls. when i was 16 i was high in a band and had sex everday all day. i should take him to the zoo! lol.

♠

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i finally got my black acoustic fender guitar. it was present from last winter solstice after my car was broken into and my old guitar stolen. i decided to do the open mic circuit for fun. i’m gonna start my acoustic black metal stand-up filipino comedy routine titled, ‘LIBE EBIL’. witch me luck! =D

WHOLESOME IS THE NEW HOT

Put Your Records On Corrine Bailey Rae

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rise and shine!

BY THE HAIR

Girls On Film Duran Duran (1981) Uncensored

See them walking hand in hand across the bridge at midnight
Heads turning as the lights flashing out it’s so bright
Then walk right out to the fourline track
There’s a camera rolling on her back, on her back
And I sense the rhythm humming in a frenzy all the way down her spine

Girls on film, girls on film, girls on film, girls on film

Lipstick cherry all over the lens as she’s falling
In miles of sharp blue water coming in where she lies
The diving man’s coming up for air cause the crowd all love pulling dolly by the hair, by the hair
And she wonders how she ever got here as she goes under again

Girls on film (two minutes later), girls on film
Girls on film (got your picture), girls on film

Wider baby smiling you just made a million
Fuses pumping live heat twisting out on a wire
Take one last glimpse into the night I’m touching close I’m holding bright, holding tight
Give me shudders in a whisper take me up till I’m shooting a star

Girls on film (she’s more than a lady), girls on film
Girls on film (two minutes later), girls on film
Girls on film (see you together), girls on film
Girls on film (see you later), girls on film
Girls on film (what ya doing), girls on film

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hehe. xoxo ♥ xxx

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my favorite quote from a party last week:

“…so…are you gay or straight?”

“umm…(whisper) i’m actually straight but i act like i’m gay so girls would dance with me!”

MOMENTS OF WEAKNESS

Speechless Mish Mash

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when all else fails…dance your ass off!

MY LAST NAME

Come Close Common & Mary J. Blige [real player]

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i know this video is super corny…but we need more corny love stuff to share. this is a rare and alternative subject matter for hip hop videos so enjoy.

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______ and i enjoyed the day together today. we went and had brunch at squat and gobble at the moe then paid a visit to our favorite cannibas club The Vapor Room for some good ol’ brownies. we went home afterwards and watched music videos and found this Common one and had a good snuggle chuckle cuz she cried at the end.

i remembered that dave chappelle recently released Block Party, a movie he did with michel gondry, my fave music video director. so we got up and chuckled all the way to the theaters to see it before we pick up ku. it was a good time…the movie was, well, ok at best, but we had a good time and that’s all that counts.

last night, we were at ku’s school fundraiser auction. it was a bit weird to find out how poor we are compared to the other parents. they’re all doing financially well and some are outright affluent considering they paid $800 for a lamp…A F**KING LAMP! it seriously made me rethink about how much i make and my age and how it doesn’t add up. after all, i do come from a family of aristocrats… i guess last names don’t mean a thing sometimes.

wait…i take that back.

A PICTURE IS WORTH MORE THAN

here’s the long and short of it. enjoy.

Title: A THOUSAND WORDS
Description: A brief yet intense love affair is secretly captured in a photograph.
Length: 00:12:00
Starring: Eric Miranda, Kelly Devoto, Olivia Park, and Bryant Denison
Producers: Tiffany L, Adam A, Eric N, Travis M, Darrin O
Creative Director: Joselito Sering
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ok, originally, this movie was a dark comedy. the original ending was that they find each other again at a funeral and both find out that they are, in fact, cousins.

the festival sponsor asked us to re-edit it to qualify in the romance category at a certain festival. we did. the festival is in Cannes! =D

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we decided to make ‘the making of’ mockumentary of this short and call it ‘A THOUSAND TAKES’ hahah! lol. tiffany lo already started editing some hilarious stuff! tons of laughs!!!!