TOUCH MY LIPS TO SPEAK AGAIN

Drain Cosmetics Serena-Maneesh (Norway)

 

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i’ve been so overwhelmed with work again. i finally finished this one short form love story flick about love and infidelity (which, i think, i might be an expert of, sadly). it’s based on a true story.

i had a friend who told me about how he loved this one girl since high school. they were together the last half of high school and all throughout the first half of college. their families are all about each other and egged them both on to get married. he loved her and she loved him.

they had planned on going to a trip to vegas with a bunch of couple friends but it was botched when his boss called and asked him to cover shifts for his hospitalized coworker and friend. he encouraged her to go without him.

she went but wished he came. he shopped for diamond rings meanwhile. when she got back, it turned out she got real drunk and freaky and gave some random guy the ride of his life.

when she got back, she confessed. they broke up. weeks later, it turns out that she got pregnant by that random guy. even worse, she got herpes. all from one casual encounter, her first…and last(?) THEN, she tried getting back together with him. he almost fell for it…but after a passionate kissing and crying fit with her, when it got real heated and he was about to put it in her, he snapped out…got up…and left.

tough.

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i noticed more people have been giving me kisses lately.

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must…sleep…

I’M CURIOUS ABOUT YOU, YOU SEEM SO INNOCENT

Promiscuous Nelly Furtado & Timberlan

How ya doin young lady
feeling that you gave me really drives me crazy
You dont have a player on your trunk
I was at a loss of words
The first time we spoke

Looking for a girl that’ll treat you right
You lookin’ for her in the day time with the light
You might be the type if I play my cards right
I’ll find out by the end of the night

N: You expect me to let you just let you hit it
But will you still respect me if you get it

All I can do is try, gimme one chance
What’s the problem I don’t see no ring on your hand

I be the first to admit it, I’m curious about you, you seem so innocent

N: You wanna get in my world, get lost in it
Boy I’m tired of running, lets walk for a minute

Chorus-
Promiscuous girl
Wherever you are
I’m all alone
And it’s you that I want

N: Promiscuous boy
You already know
That I’m all yours
What you waiting for?

Promiscuous girl
You’re teasing me
You know what I want
And I got what you need

N: Promiscuous boy
Let’s get to the point
Cause we’re on a roll
Are you ready?

Verse-
N: Roses are red
Some diamonds are blue
Chivalry is dead
But you’re still kinda cute

Hey! I can’t keep my mind off you
Where you at, do you mind if I come through

N: I’m out of this world come with me to my planet
Get you on my level do you think that you can handle it?

They call me Thomas
last name Crown
Recognize game
I’m a lay mine’s down

N: I’m a big girl I can handle myself
But if I get lonely I’ma need your help
Pay attention to me I don’t talk for my health

I want you on my team
N: So does everybody else.

Baby we can keep it on the low
Let your guard down ain’t nobody gotta know
If you with it girl I know a place we can go

N: What kind of girl do you take me for?

Chorus-
Don’t be mad, don’t get mean
N: Don’t get mad, don’t be mean

Hey! Don’t be mad, don’t get mean
N: Don’t get mad, don’t be mean

Wait! I don’t mean no harm
I can see you with my t-shirt on

I can see you with nothing on
feeling on me before you bring that on

Bring that on
N: You know what I mean

Girl, I’m a freak you shouldn’t say those things

I’m only trying to get inside your brain
To see if you can work me the way you say

It’s okay, it’s alright
I got something that you gon’ like

Hey is that the truth or are you talking trash
Is your game M.V.P. like Steve Nash

Chorus-
Promiscuous Girl
Wherever you are
I’m all alone
And its you that I want

N: Promiscuous Boy
I’m calling your name
But you’re driving me crazy
The way you’re making me wait

Promiscuous Girl
You’re teasing me
You know what I want
And I got what you need

N: Promiscuous Boy
We’re one in the same
So we don’t gotta play games no more

AS LONG AS YOU FOLLOW ME

The Ride Joan As Policewoman

starting now the wait is over
as long as you jump the ride
cuz i won’t highway-walk forever
as long as you jump the ride

as long as you follow me
this is what i do, like i do
i’ve been on the ride before
it never stops at all
it never stops at all

you’ll start your engines like a virgin
as long as you jump the ride
we’ll cut the whip and lose the anchor
as long as you jump the ride

as long as you follow me
this is what i do, like i do
i’ve been on the ride before
it never stops at all
it never stops at all

as long as you follow me
this is what i do, like i do
i’ve been on the ride before
it never stops at all
it never stops at all

don’t you feel for us
that we’re on the round and round?
don’t you hear
the endless motor sound?

as long as you follow me
this is what i do, like i do
i’ve been on the ride before
it never stops at all
it never stops at all
it never stops at all

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i seem to have lifted the spirits here at work a bit. i’m happy about that.

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my boss asked all of us to write a bio about ourselves to update the info accreditation people needed. i was told to highlight achievements and make sure to mention my education degree.

it was weird. i’m overqualified…

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the lady from that erotica project paid me a visit again. this time, i have to meet her lawyer to discuss budgets. it turns out that the same firm handled lawsuits against my work and won. the plot thickens! i asked for 2M the first year.

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today was a better MR. MOM day! =D

xoxo

SAVE WATER, DRINK BEER

Move Along All-American Rejects

Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone stands
Another day and you’ve had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along

So a day when you’ve lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)

When everything is wrong, we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
Along, along, along

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
[x3]

(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along
[fade out]

 

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okay, no bitching about anything today. just kick ass…like usual.

♥

kiss someone.

MR. MOM

Tricycle Psapp

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for the week, ______ and i decided to switch roles and see what our true boiling point is. she thinks i can’t handle getting up extra early to make breakfast, pack lunch, clean the mess, stress at work til 5pm, pick him up, take him to karate or soccer or t-ball, make dinner, do chores, do homework with him, give him a bath, read him a book, and put him to sleep.

that sounds like heaven to me!!!!!!

well, i know it’s not all what it’s cracked up to be. it’s hard to be a career mom for sure. especially if your man is gone all the time. i’ve been working my ass off to get that tv show done…

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OBTW! TONIGHT ON UPN 44/CABLE 12 AT 12:30AM — TUNE IN TO SEE THE EXPRESSION COLLEGE FOR DIGITAL ARTS INFOMERCIAL I MADE!!!!

i cut it like a documentary. some funny parts but lots of gear shots and student showcases. please see!!!! someone record it!

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i’ve also been at shoots the past week. i’ve also been editing two other short flicks and i’ve been training for the sword fight scenes whenever i find a moment.

i totally missed ku the past month. we hardly see each other except for the ride to school in the morning. so we played and played and played yesterday! =D

we went to the park by Thee Parkside, which is down the hill for some of us. we took his bike to ride without his training wheels. supposedly, he tried riding without them for the first time while i was busy editing. today was his second time and he wanted to show me! he still needed encouragement and he was still wobbly and sometimes crashing into the fence.

but, i told him to watch his fall…and he totally does! he knows how to fall and land on his feet if turned too much…that was a relief. phew! he crashed big one time but didn’t cry. i came over laughing and he was laughing too. he was in full riding motion after that. we even played ‘toro!’ and we chased each other like bulls and matadors.

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speaking of bull…this morning, i woke up early to make breakfast and get him ready. i was doing okay until she came in the kitchen. she was constantly over my shoulder criticizing how i’m getting everything done. at first, i was open to her suggestions…then i realized she was nagging. then i got real annoyed. then she started on me on how i’m about to crack already. arrrrggggghhhh!!!!! @..$@..%!

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note to self: go get a phone.