Archive for August, 2006

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AND I’LL BE WITH YOU

August 31, 2006

When The Deal Goes Down Bob Dylan

In the still of the night, in the world’s ancient light
Where wisdom grows up in strife
My bewildered brain, toils in vain
Through the darkness on the pathways of life
Each invisible prayer is like a cloud in the air
Tomorrow keeps turning around
We live and we die, we know not why
But I’ll be with you when the deal goes down

We eat and we drink, we feel and we think
Far down the street we stray
I laugh and I cry and I’m haunted by
Things I never meant nor wished to say
The midnight rain follows the train
We all wear the same thorny crown
Soul to soul, our shadows roll
And I’ll be with you when the deal goes down

Well, the moon gives light and it shines by night
When I scarcely feel the glow
We learn to live and then we forgive
O’r the road we’re bound to go
More frailer than the flowers, these precious hours
That keep us so tightly bound
You come to my eyes like a vision from the skies
And I’ll be with you when the deal goes down

Well, I picked up a rose and it poked through my clothes
I followed the winding stream
I heard the deafening noise, I felt transient joys
I know they’re not what they seem
In this earthly domain, full of disappointment and pain
You’ll never see me frown
I owe my heart to you, and that’s sayin’ it true
And I’ll be with you when the deal goes down

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i just got out of a meeting with REMIX MAG and the marketing heads at Ex’pression. they’re sending me to ATLANTA! there will be the Remix Hotel, which is a REMIX MAG / Guitar Center Expo / Ex’pression / dj producer event featuring all the new toys from Rane, Numark, Pioneer, Edirol, Stanton, Cakewalk, Serato, Sony, and all that DJ shit!!!!! fuck yea!!!!! all expense paid and 4 star hotel action. pretty nice.

the funny part is that the panels all coincide with BILLBOARD 100’s convention so all the hot shots in hip hop and r&b will all be there! i actually have to research who’s who…we wouldn’t want one of these incidents to happen:

“umm…excuse me…yea you! could you move…ummm…what’s your name…kanye? err…jermaine duper? yea whatever…move. you’re fat head is in the way of my shot. i’m trying to tape chuck D here! ok buddy?”

then a whole entourage of big ass thugs squash me. not even my filipino kung fu cookin’ would save me. but, i’ll bring some lumpias in my pocket to throw at people for pacificism just in case. lol

well, i leave on tuesday 09/06 and will be back on sunday 09/10. i’ll blog while i’m there. i’m not sure how my metalhead indie electro ass will hold up with all the bump’n'grind bling bang gang that’s gonna go down. bump’n'grind? i think i’ll do just fine! lol afterall, i’ll just be the camera-meng.

mmm…lumpias.

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______ and i spent enough time during disneyland and campin’ in the woods to realize that we still have feelings for each other.

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“…anak, don’t ever raise your voice at him or treat him as if he doesn’t understand. it’s insulting him and will only make him into an angry and fearful person. he will turn against you. please be loving always.” ~lola

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FALLING ASLEEP

August 26, 2006

for my insomniac lovelies…

Eighteen Forward Russia

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i was totally set on going out to see fischerschpoonwad (i had a +1!) last nite then hitting ClubID for miami native french transplant UFFIE (who makes me feel like a pedophile) but i layed down for just one second and found myself waking up at 3am all wrecked with slober and eyes dried out with contacts still gripping on. i thought, ‘aw fuck!’ i thought of going out to the speakeasy afterparty but i figured to call it a loss with all the fun missed. what a bummer…

on a good note, at least i got rest. some folks can’t even sleep. i suggest getting a nice long good massage which normally cures insomnia…or at least rub the stress out. they say sex helps but with insomnia you just have sex all night, no?

since i didn’t get to go out last nite, i think i’ll mosh on over to slim’s tonite for DEATH ANGEL!!!!! see you metalheads there.

with love,

sleepolito

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I’M OVER YOU

August 25, 2006

In The Rare Berko

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last night was insane! i roadied for The Killers and helped out Popscene clear out and get everything together before the insanity ensued. i didn’t really get my party on since i was too busy either setting up sound or driving the band back and forth to the hotel and the club like a favorite bitch but as the night went on i realized that i was having fun…sober.

i videotaped for The Killers and Popscene and felt honored that i was the only one allowed to tape the show. it’s been a while that i went out and vid captured a show with a li’l guerilla cam with nightvision. although i didn’t get my swerve on, i had fun. yes, there were honeys, but it felt good to just do good work instead of getting all pissed drunk and bumpin’ and grindin’ all night long….hmmm.

at the end of the night, after the breakdown mayhem, i did get to dance with this girl from ireland who, with her crew, were just stopping by before their trip to hawai’i. all of a sudden, some dude pushed me and told me to ‘fuck off!’ i was like, ‘what?!’ he proceeded to be rude and pulled her away. i didn’t like it one bit, thinking he was some random dude who just wanted the girl, so i told him to fuck off too and we had an exchange of fingers to the face and i ended up calling him out. his buddies all jumped in front of me so i got ready to knock ‘em all down! i didn’t know what the fuck was up with these drunk dudes! one guy was trying to shake my hand and break up the fight but that one guy kept saying ‘fuck off!’ so, i pushed him and told all of them to step outside as if i can kick all their asses (which was really stupid cuz they woulda just pummulted me…but they got scared somehow! lol).

that guy turned out to be her brother and he apologized. he took her fun away like a dumb ass older brother! i commended him and we both had a laugh and an embrace like two drunk irish guys. (oh yea, my foster parents in my young teens were irish, btw…from Derry / Belfast…i think that helped us bond a bit eventhough they’re from Dublin).

thank you bryant denison for jumping in to stop the fight! that woulda been terrible if they hit your pretty face! lol

during the show, i met with high rollers in the city and this morning i got a call with an offer to fly out to atlanta to videotape Remix Hotel. awesome!!!!!

The Killers are a bunch of good chaps and hangin’ out with brandon, the singer, and ted, the new keyboard guy, was really swell. they’re both intelligent and are genuine artist/musicians. the staff at 330 are really cool to work with and Popscene folks, nako+omar+aaron+shawn(?), are real good folks. i had fun partying last night without having to be completely debaucherously slutty and drunk. i think i’ll try it again! lol

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I JUST DON’T LOVE YOU NO MORE

August 24, 2006

I’m Sorry Craig David

For all the years that I’ve known you baby
I can’t figure out the reason why lately
you’ve been acting so cold (didn’t you say)
if there’s a problem we should work it out
so why you giving me the cold shoulder now
like you don’t want to talk to me girl (tell me)
okay I know I was late again
I made you mad and dinners thrown in (the bin)
but why you making this thing drag on so long (I wanna know)
I’m sick and tired of this silly games(silly games)
don’t think that I’m the only one here to blame
it’s not me who’s been going round slamming doors

That’s when you turned and said to me
I don’t care babe who’s right or wrong
I just don’t love you no more

Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you’re gone, my fault, I’m sorry
feeling like a fool cause I let you down
now it’s too late to turn it around
I’m sorry for the tears I’ve made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
I just don’t love you no more

I know that I’ve made a few mistakes
but never thought things would turn out this way
doesn’t make sense to me now that you’re gone (I see it all so clearly)
me at the door with you in a state
giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face

That’s when you turned and said to me
I don’t care babe who’s right or wrong
I just don’t love you no more

Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you’re gone, my fault, I’m sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it’s too late to turn it around
I’m sorry for the tears I’ve made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
I just don’t love you no more

Those simple words hit so hard
they turned my whole world upside down
girl you caught me completely off guard
on that night you said to me
I just don’t love you no more

Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you’re gone, my fault, I’m sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it’s too late to turn it around
I’m sorry for the tears I’ve made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
I just don’t love you no more.

Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you’re gone, my fault, I’m sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it’s too late to turn it around
I’m sorry for the tears I’ve made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
I just don’t love you no more

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big transitions coming my way…

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“what’s up with these sappy songs, joselito? snap out of it!”

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she’ll never read this. she read everything else that helped her get over me, but she’ll never read this.

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time to move on.

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I’M AFRAID OF FLYING

August 21, 2006

Dragonfly My Brightest Diamond(USA)

I once saw a dragonfly
Caught in the spiders web
As I looked at her once more
I thought that she was dead

So I left her alone
And I went on my way
And I was dreaming of Paris and Pierre Boulez
But she called to me with a beat of her wings
She called to me and said,
“Flee me”

She said come and fly away
With me tonight
Come and fly away
With me
Come and fly away
With me tonight

She said…

I’ve been up there before
Riding the wind
And laughing

But now I’m afraid of flying
I’m afraid of finding that black again
I’m afraid of flying
I’m afraid of finding that black
That black again

Come and fly away
With me tonight
Come and fly away
With me
Come and fly away
With me tonight

She said…

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“Once I was afraid…I was petrified.”

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I really wanted to deeply meditate in the mountains, but it didn’t happen. I was too busy being awesome dad and un_____ful husband for the sake of keeping it a happy camper weekend with two other families that I sacrificed that alone time…one that I really need in order to sort some shit out. Big shit is about to go down and I’m not sure exactly how to go about it. I’m about to move into some major changes at work and home…and I know what I should do.

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Like when you catch a killer wave
and you’re riding on the crest
and you know it’s gonna cave
and you know it pulls you down
and you know if you struggle
you just drown…it pulls you down
so hold your breath
enjoy the ride.

~i wrote that one.

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i deleted all my porn.

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THE SECOND WORD FOR LOVE

August 18, 2006

The Modern Frida Hyvönen (Sweden)

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we’re off to the woods! deer! bears! snakes! badgers! eagles! maize! salmon! conifers! creeks! campfire! ghost stories! and lots of love.

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YOU HAD HIS BODY NOW YOU WANT HIS SOUL

August 17, 2006

Poison / Safe Controller.Controller (Canada)

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i realized that i’ve been a total asshole. i’m sorry.

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“is it really over?”

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truth. priniciple. loyalty. integrity. dignity.

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i was carefully careless to reveal my evil…left a paper trail intentionally unintentional…a time capsule full of lies. i made it public to hide. it’s time to pay. like an innocent criminal it’s time to pay. pay for time paid in time. rest for now. tomorrow is change. no remorse.

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AND THE LONGER IT TAKES FOR US TO HEAL

August 12, 2006
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NEXA APEX

August 2, 2006

Mecanorma Swimming Pool (Germany)

nexa apex»sonikoptika projekte
by joselito sering

nexa apex»sonikoptika projekte is a live music video mix presentation of the world’s finest underground indie rock and electronika collected and prepared by multimedia artist extraordinaire joselito sering featuring artists from the uk : netherlands : norway : sweden : germany : france : italy : spain : israel : uzbekistan : lithuania : new zealand : japan : usa : canada : brazil :

also performing:

san francisco’s own indie-elecro phenomenon and so sweet records performing artists:
PROTECTION.

with special dj sets by club bang dj’s :
meikee magnetic & sunevil

resident dj audrock
visuals by golden

tickets: $8US

time:
friday 04 aug
22:00 door

party:
club loaded

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the rickshaw stop
155 fell street @ franklin & van ness ave
in san francisco


NEXT STOP
a guerilla short film

you are cordially invited to a collectivision film debut & special screening engagement on friday 04 august at the rickshaw stop preceding the live show at 22:00 featuring NEXT STOP, a guerilla short film featuring music by joselito sering & dan petersen. the showing starts promptly at 22:30. please arrive early. entry is FREE before 22:00. limited seating. 18 / 21 to drink.

appearances : beau ballinger : maggie vandehnberg : amber alexander : robert wilson : heaven : chris underwood : wayne bishop

direktion: joselito sering

produktion: dan noceti : michael silk : karl smith : todd enyart : robert wilson

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